March 2, 2009

Witnessing Death

was what I felt today;

As i sat in my office anticipating and waiting for the end to come.

Suddenly a call came and ask if it can be done.

I said, yup, go ahead.

As I stared high up at my aircon with its green light indicating air... wondering when was the moment.

At 10am sharp, all proof of its existence was cut off.

The aircon's light no longer showed any lights, nor breathed any air.

It felt like death because all of life's surviving essentials like air and water has been cut.

Suddenly I felt suffocated being there and I had to get out.

And darn! The stairs that I am walking down although at 10am was dark like hell.

I feel like how I always felt when I walk out after the cremation of any funeral the entire day.
Sad, Mourning and Frightened.
Time will heal the wounds.


My Space - Gone!

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