Witnessing Death

was what I felt today;

As i sat in my office anticipating and waiting for the end to come.

Suddenly a call came and ask if it can be done.

I said, yup, go ahead.

As I stared high up at my aircon with its green light indicating air... wondering when was the moment.

At 10am sharp, all proof of its existence was cut off.

The aircon's light no longer showed any lights, nor breathed any air.

It felt like death because all of life's surviving essentials like air and water has been cut.

Suddenly I felt suffocated being there and I had to get out.

And darn! The stairs that I am walking down although at 10am was dark like hell.

I feel like how I always felt when I walk out after the cremation of any funeral the entire day.
Sad, Mourning and Frightened.
Time will heal the wounds.

My Space - Gone!

Packing Up, Moving On....

Packing up and leaving what has been quite close to heart can be tougher than it seems.
Leaving what I built almost single-handedly and putting it in "cold-storage" evokes some sentiments in me.
But, let's just focus about the journey, the scenes of this route of 4 odd years. That in the changing scenes of spring, summer, autumn and winter, God has been my helper and strength.
Moving on, I am not sure what are the changing scenes to come. But I know for sure that God who is my keeper will keep me safe.
I am grateful for the past and hopeful for the future to come.
My life is indeed memorable because I've travelled the road less travelled and become hopefully nicer and better.