From Heaven to Earth ( Hell included)

Of Heaven:




This Sunday, I will be back to service our Lord in the worship leading after a 2 month break. Actually I am having mixed feelings about it - excited that once again I will be able to serve and happy that I am doing something for the Lord but at the same time I feel rather out of tune... although it has only been 2 months but already i feel that I am spending a longer time to go through the songs and an even longer time trying to figure out what I am going to lead and to guide the congregation... Anyway... The service is God's... I am but a tool hopefully this tool is still able to work the parts of the machine.... May the holy spirit guide me and be with me....

Of Earth ( Or hell perhaps)


My brother irriated the HELL out of me.... (okay, what's new?)
Over our family dinner with Woonch since she's back with the darlings from vietnam, my brother payed for the bill that came up to only about $200 plus for 11 people. He told me to pay half of it which I mean I expected it cos it didn't cross my mind about him picking up the tab although i suspect he somehow is going to be a millionaire soon and that his company gave him 6 months of bonus to his already highly accumulated wealth..... I returned his wife the next day and obviously my brother didn't know cos the following day, when he was at mom's house and even before he came into the house, he began chanting, OWE MONEY PAY MONEY continously! That is so irritating. Come on I only "owe" you $100 not 100 Million and hor, I pay liao hor! Gosh, to think he is a older and richer sibling, that kind of gesture is so UGLY. Well, I guess the fact that I owed him money must be on top of his mind, bugging him for the entire 2 days that he has to burst it out immediately. Poor fella, his wife obviously put him through that health hazard without telling him that the bad debt has been recovered.

That's not all! Wenxin graduation performance is today and she wanted very much for me to attend it as she is going to be an Emcee for the day... out of love for her, i decided to take half a day off to go support her. Apparantly my brother didn't know about it although his wife bought tickets for us and ytd when we were discussing what time to meet - he spoke loudly, "Huh? Why are you going? It's not even your kids, you go for what?" Oooooooooooooooooooooooo so irritating, and I have to tell my partner that I have something really important to go off... and after all that inconvenience and shit he has to say something so WANG BA DAN! I am damn pissed to the max and immediately at this junction, I have fallen to hell.... rages of fire and I told Cuiping, see how lah, i may not go as I may have a last minute meeting.

Cuiping tried to save the day by saying that my brother is just joking - I mean what's the joke? You got the joke? I mean obviously he hadn't inherited the oh-s0-famous- funny bones.


Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................................ And so from heavenly matters I fell down to earth and perhaps even hell.... cos now all my thoughts are just so &(&&^&%^^$^$^%$^%*&(*)()(_)(&&^&%!!!!!


Pray Sir, Please tell me that I am still saved!